Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Hati...jgn gagalkan aku

Hati rasanya mahu menangis, tp kalau menangis nanti, kepala akan sakit...susah nak gambar kan apa dalam hati aku skg ni..sebab ianya di dalam..klu ianya di luar, aku yakin sumer mengerti. Tiap2 hari aku bangun tido, ada rasa 'sesuatu' dlm hati...'agaknya boleh ke tak aku dpt phd ni','standard keja aku x setanding dgn kerja2 org yg dpt phd, bleh ke aku dpt phd ni?',"org lain dah nak siap, aku masih x nampak arah keluar dr terowong gelap ni, bleh ke aku dpt phd ni?'..ni la suara2 hati aku tiap2 hari..tanpa gagal walaupun sehari.

Sebenar2 nya...aku dalam situasi tak pasti..apakah layak Phd itu utk aku....Ya Allah, berikan petunjukmu kepada aku, permudahkan ia bgku dan jgn lah kau sukarkan. Amin
Don't quit because something went wrong. Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.
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4 comments:

  1. FARHANAJanuary 10, 2012 at 1:15 PM

    kak zu..teruskan perjuangan!..i know u can do it!

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  2. ira_violet_beeJanuary 10, 2012 at 2:22 PM

    kakzue..takut plak ira huhuhu...

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  3. AdahJanuary 11, 2012 at 4:19 AM

    salam areT, adah dah lama jadi silent reader and believe me,I understand your feeling. Saya dah submit thesis tapi masa saya writing up, saya sentiasa rasa macam 'ini je ke yg saya buat selama ni?'..and then I asked my friends yg dah dapat PhD and they said, semua tu normal..rasa mcm tak cukup data..rasa tak nak submit..semua tu normal..I felt better tapi selagi belum viva..selagi tu la perasaan tu akan ada..jangan compare dengan PhD journey orang lain..it is not the same..objective semua lain2..kalau compare mmg sakit jiwa areT..I understand that sometimes mmg can't help it..mmg tetap akan compare..one more thing is that I always have a talk with my supervisor..saya admit pernah breakdown depan supervisor sebab rasa risau and takut sangat..your supervisor must be able to provide some encouragement for you in helping you to boost up your confidence..so, it will easier for you kalau dapat luahkan..

    i hope this helps you a bit..don't feel too bad..it is your PhD journey..insyaAllah..it will end with a great success ok?

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  4. areTJanuary 11, 2012 at 4:41 AM

    adah,tq for the comfort words. It helps me much.

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