Since yesterday, I had this kind of feeling, which I don't know either it was a sign of depression,tensed or annoying to someone. Seriously, I don't know what was wrong with me.
I told my best friend, MrN about the feeling this morning.As usual, he was a good listener,didn't gave any comments, just kept quiet. Sometimes, his reaction towards my complaints was really annoying.Comfort words are all I needed so that I knew that I am not alone. But, MrN is always MrN. He always reserved his comments until he thinks it is a right time to speaks, then he will do his job.
You see, MrN and I,we have a different characters. He was the one who always face a problem with a broad smile, as if it wasn't a big deal. I think all men are like that. I am on the other hand,was an aggressive ones. I don't like to sit down and cry whenever things aren't going my way. I will try to solve it ASAP, no matter if it had to hurt someone's feeling. The worst,I even wrote to FB's wall about my dissatisfaction towards someone, for instance, a sarcastic post when MrN accidentally put in my Ariani scarf to washing machine. As a consequences, the result was always backfire me and caused me a lot of troubles. Amikaw!!
I think this is why Allah grants me a good husband as MrN. All good things come in pairs, isn't it?
Oh and back to the main story, until now I still have that kind of feeling:(
Note::sms from MrN "areT, instead of cracking your head thinking about the unknown feelings, why don't you just sit down and accelerate your phD work?"
itu karakter masing2 aku rasa...kadang2 life without drama pon bosan jugak ^_^
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